[Verse 1]
I’m in a ghost town central to my residential
Evident while I try to weather my temperamental

Existential, my brand credit has transcended
Seems to be eternal, a pandemic that can’t ended

Cased personal space; the face, always masking it
Markets crashing faster quick an overdose of avarice

On the news, the planet is off its axis since
People fighting over the paper they wipe their asses with

Charge into battle with accelerated catalyst
To chase a set of challenges, liquor out of my cabinet

Blacking out the tragic I’ve developed from this habit skip
Bottles disappear like the rabbits in a magic trick

It’s all smoke and mirrors lined up reflecting well
Solo house party with my infinite selves

Been a minute and a half since seeing any friends
It’s still gon’ be a few, gonna cut my hair again

[Verse 2]
Learning to hermit in the sense that an old crab is
Falling backwards to redeveloping old habits

Want to grab it, but stable is so evasive
Spend years making progress, in an instant I erase it

Want to give it up, but I can’t, you know the deal
Try to sound convincing that I’m so for real (I’m so for real)

Feeling further broken til I’m searching for a motive still
Hoping for unnoticed ill regressions of my social skills

Keep reverting my hard work and silently
Watching my entire speed creeping toward anxiety

Spiking in my time of need, and ever falling fast
Reeling for an even keel, hit a wall and crash

Let’s go back, we’ll fire up a blue portal
Plus I’d just adjusted, I can’t handle a “new normal”

At this party, but each time it’s half-hearted
Sentenced to the deep end, tracking where I crash-started